no.4, 30.7.2023
i am back again! i didn't do much with this site because i didn't exactly enjoy how it was looking, so yesterday i decided to come in and edit and clean up old code from earlier this year and make it the new site!
so far, only the home page is done, but i intend in recoding all the pages and making them look much nicer. i also intend to make this less of a site about me and more of a site for people to explore! my biggest inspiration is odditycommoddity, so please check boom out when you can! skabops coding skills impress me so much and i love just being on that site hehe
i will make a to-do list so i can share what im working on!
anyways! with the podcast i talked about last time... its an arg now! i dont want to spoil too much, because if i end up doing it, everything about the world will start as a mystery, so i want to keep it as such! but just know that it is about vampires and post-apocalytic settings >:3
no.3, 23.6.2023
I HAVE RETURNED AFTER NOT BEING ON MY COMPUTER/NOT BEING ABLE TO CODE FOR A LONG TIME.
basically, i was having really bad pain (maybe even a week long flare-up because this shit it crazy) and havent been able to sit at my table for extended periods of time :-( it still hurts now, as im writing, but i wanted to work on fics and my podcast idea so i am killng my back for old man yaoi and vampires.
i know i have it on the first page, but i still like to talk about my disability in case people dont know, so ableds understand what i fucking go through, and so other disabled people feel comfortable to talk to me about their stuff :-)
ANYWAYS I HAVE NEWS.
i listened to a new podcast and i am absolutely obsessed, its ongoing (only six episodes as of writing) and has a non-binary, bisexual, disabled main charactee! its called either and is amazing, please check it out! its sci-fi mystery on different, strange planets, with a devoloping friendship storyline.
i also got up to date on re: dracula, a podcast reading the book dracula by bram stoker, but taking the letters it is comprised of, putting them in chronological order, turning it into a podcast, and releasing each episode/letter/journal entry on the day it was supposedly written! its very good, jonny sims is in it and hes great, the other voice actors, such as karim kronfli for the character of dracula himself, are amazing. if you like dracula, i would much advise listening to it!
edit: i literally have no idea why it highlights the last paragraph when you hover over it lmao please ignore that
no.2, 9.6.2023
OKAY THIS IS KINDA CRAZY BUT I AM KINDA CONSIDERING MAKING A HORROR PODCAST???
i know its unrealistic but i have so many ideas and love voice acting and writing sooo....
my idea is of an audio diary of a vampire, using a tonne of religious allusion, horror tropes, audio/decribed gore and more because hehe IT SOUNDS SO FUN!!!!
no.1, 7.6.2023
im going to start putting longer 'posts' on here when i have massive thoughts about things, like now!
i just read the BEST jonmartin fic, with no exaggeration, and i cannot get over it.
it was an outsider perspective of jonmartin growing old together and it made me cry so much, i love it!
jonmartin growing old together is so bittersweet, like... they survived, they did it and now they get to live together in peace and live and die, by each others side or not. but, they went through so much hurt to get there, and yes, that does make it more satifying, but they lost so many people.
people that could have grown old with them. like tim, and sasha.
i have so many thoughts about them growing old together, and i will write a fic about it.
i also wanted to infodump about jons gender!
to me, he is transfemme and genderqueer, and uses he/him pronouns. and i like to think that he is very gender non-conforming, as in he has a moustache, yet also wears dresses and skirts, and EEEEEEE!!!
i had a thought earlier that he wouldnt have much of a preference for gendered terms (like, he doesnt care if hes called a man, a woman, sir, ma'am, etc.) but one time he overhears martin call him his spouse and FUCKING DIES. /pos
im going to write that into a fic, methinks.
edit: here is the fic, by the way!